So, hello. I'm back on Saturday night at 11.16 pm on my android time. I had a headache but my grandma gave me a medicine. So, it was finished (the pain). I used to watched 'snapgram' to saw my following accounts did through their story.
then,
I see a lot of my friend having fun with their current activity. Sometimes I felt like we didn't know each other in real life. Sometimes I felt like I dismissed from their life. I only see their story by this feature made by technology, inside they spent time together. I didn't upset, for sure. But the questions going to myself:
am I too busy?
am I that hard to reach?
am I annoying?
am I that easy to forget?
questions going to the other:
why you did it to me?
what is my fault?
am I not able to be your friend anymore?
i'm not going mad. i just can't understand my feeling.
i still feel the same that we were spent time together,
used to be bad person, but why.
couldn't I have a long-term friendship just like people do?
or,
are we never been being a friend, or
everything just on my head that we are have a good relation?
i personally feel so embraced that I use to proud of what we spent late time. I always proud of having them as a person who shaped me now. i still love and honor you all, no matter what.
-from a stupid loyal friend-
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